Ci Ci

Goooooooood morning y’all!!! 🥳🥰😘😍🤗🥰😍🥰😘☺️🙌🏾❤️☺️🥰 And a Happy Sunday to youuuu!!! 😚😊❤️🥰❤️🤗💃🏽🙌🏾😍😘❤️🥰🤗😊 . . . But most importantly, R.E.S.T. . 😩 who am I kidding!?! . Quarantine got me working overtime. . Anything for my Mama and Nem. 🥰 . See y’all tomorrow! 🤗 . I love y’all. . Have a good day!!! 😘❤️ . . . #ohappyday #mentalhealthmatters #hivprevention #perspective #lifequote #loveislife #whoa #takeiteasy #selfcare #forgiven #spiritualenergy #goodhuman #hivaids #godswill #healing #iloveyall #joyjoy #blackjoy #resilience #yourvoicematters #unconditional #kindnessmatters #healingisvoluntary

Goooooooooood morning y’all!!! 🥳🥰😘❤️😍☺️🥰😍🤗🙌🏾😉❤️🥰😘😍 And a Happy Saturday to youuuuuu!!! ❤️😘💃🏽🥰🤗😊😍🙌🏾😊☺️❤️😚😍🥰 . How y’all holding up out there!?! 👀 . . . 🗣 Shout out to all the fierce ones that they tried to kill off. . The ones who were told they had no value. . And continued to grow anyways. ☺️ . 🗣 Shout out to the sweet ones who are often overlooked. . Not because anything is wrong with them. . But because they were sown on a plot full of fake plants. 😬 . The imposters might look nice. . But we all know real plants hold more value. 💎 . 🗣 Shout out to all the plants who continue to grow despite their circumstances. . Might wilt a little bit. . But they were put here to grow. 🌱 . And they just keep doing that. . Cus they got roots. . And we got souls. ☺️ . Or something like that. . May today be a day of whatever you call growth. . It does not always look the same for all of us at the same time. 😘❤️ . . . #ohappyday #mentalhealthmatters #hivprevention #perspective #lifequote #loveislife #whoa #takeiteasy #selfcare #forgiven #spiritualenergy #goodhuman #hivaids #godswill #healing #iloveyall #joyjoy #blackjoy #resilience #yourvoicematters #unconditional #kindnessmatters #healingisvoluntary

A lotta outside of my comfort zone ... . But all of this is. . So what the hey!?! 🤷🏾‍♀️🥰 . This post is for all the women and girls who, too, battle with body image. ❤️ . The world would like you to think that stretch marks don’t exist. 😑 . No sis. They do. . And a lot of us have them. . The world would like you to think that your worth has an inverse relationship with the number on the scale. 😑 . Not at all true. . WE determine our worth. . Not them. 💯 . Last thing, and then I’m out... . The more I learn about myself, the more I am learning to embrace my sexuality. . And doing so doesn’t make me no <insert any derogatory name for a female who doesn’t conform to society’s standards>. 🙄 . You ain’t gotta like it. . And I ain’t gotta like you. 😂 . We even. 🥰

Goooooooooood morning y’all!!! 😭😘😍🥰❤️☺️☺️😊😚😍🙌🏾❤️🙏🏾🥰 And a Happy Friday to youuuuu!!! 🥰😍💃🏽❤️🤗☺️😊🥰🙏🏾🥰😍❤️ . . . Nah, it ain’t that I don’t like you. . It’s just something about you that doesn’t sit right with me. 🥴 . And I’m learning to listen to that. . May today be a day of trusting those vibes. . Cus many of these people out here be fraudin. 😘❤️ . . . #ohappyday #mentalhealthmatters #hivprevention #perspective #lifequote #loveislife #whoa #takeiteasy #selfcare #forgiven #spiritualenergy #goodhuman #hivaids #godswill #healing #iloveyall #joyjoy #blackjoy #resilience #yourvoicematters #unconditional #kindnessmatters #healingisvoluntary

Goooooooooood morning yall!!! 🥳🥰😍🤗😘❤️☺️🥰🤗❤️😍😘☺️🙌🏾❤️ And a Happy Thursday to youuuuu!!! ☺️😍🥰😘🙌🏾❤️☺️😍🥰😘💃🏽❤️😘🥰 . . . Don’t nobody need you more than Future You. 🥰 . May today be a day of focusing our energy on the present. . This day. . This moment. 🧘🏾‍♀️ . Future You will be proud. ☺️ . Anything before this, is a memory. . And we can’t change those. . No matter how much we try, cry or beg. 😘❤️ . . . #ohappyday #mentalhealthmatters #hivprevention #perspective #lifequote #loveislife #whoa #takeiteasy #selfcare #forgiven #spiritualenergy #goodhuman #hivaids #godswill #healing #iloveyall #joyjoy #blackjoy #resilience #yourvoicematters #unconditional #kindnessmatters #healingisvoluntary

He told me that all of my poses are “cringe”. 😑 . Alrighty then, Mr. Imma Just Put My Hands In My Face For No Reason. 😑😂

Goooooooooood morning y’all!!! 🥳🥰😘🤗❤️😍☺️🥰❤️🤗😚😍❤️😊 And a Happy Wednesday to youuuu!!! ☺️😍🥰😘🙌🏾❤️😍🥰😘❤️☺️😊 . . . If you ask some people about me, some might say I’m rude. 🙄 . And they wouldn’t be wrong. . Cus if you’ve ever experienced the rude Ci Ci, I can almost guarantee you deserved it. . Cus I don’t usually start there. ☺️ . Some people might tell you that I’m selfish. . Sholl is. 🤗 . If you call selfish not letting people get over on you. . Cus, yup. . That’s me ALL day. 🎯 . If you ask one more person, they gone tell you something else. . And you can believe that too. 🙌🏾 . After all, it doesn’t make me no difference. . Cus I know myself better than anyone else could. . And I ain’t gotta prove one thing or another to a soul. 💆🏾‍♀️ . 🤣 what I look like? . May today be a day of wasting none of our time proving ourselves to others. . They gone see what they wanna see anyways. . They always do. 😘❤️ . . . #ohappyday #mentalhealthmatters #hivprevention #perspective #lifequote #loveislife #whoa #takeiteasy #selfcare #forgiven #spiritualenergy #goodhuman #hivaids #godswill #healing #iloveyall #joyjoy #blackjoy #resilience #yourvoicematters #unconditional #kindnessmatters #healingisvoluntary

Gooooooood morning y’all!!! 🥳☺️😍🥰❤️😘☺️❤️😍🥰☺️🙌🏾😘❤️ And a Happy Tuesday to youuuuu!!! 😍🥰😘💃🏽🥳❤️😚😍🥰😘❤️☺️😊🥰❤️ . . . Ain’t no coincidences, b. 😘❤️ . . . #ohappyday #mentalhealthmatters #hivprevention #perspective #lifequote #loveislife #whoa #takeiteasy #selfcare #forgiven #spiritualenergy #goodhuman #hivaids #godswill #healing #iloveyall #joyjoy #blackjoy #resilience #yourvoicematters #unconditional #kindnessmatters #healingisvoluntary

Gooooooood morning y’all!!! 🥳🥰🤗😍❤️😘🤗☺️❤️🥰🙌🏾😚🥰😍 And a Happy Monday to youuuuuu!!! 🥳🤗🥰❤️😘😍☺️❤️💃🏽🤗❤️😘🥰 . . . I don’t know what y’all call “strong” or whatever. . But strong in my life means ... . Overcoming the voice of self doubt that plagues my mind daily. 🥴 . I hear it. . I almost believe it. . And I continue on anyways. . (Cus, you know, sometimes we are our own biggest obstacle). 🤦🏾‍♀️ . Strong to me is allowing myself a moment to break down. . It might be a ugly cry. 😭 . It might be a scream of frustration. . Whatever it is, I let myself feel in those moments. . Cus if I don’t, it always seems to be displaced somewhere else. 😩 . Strength is understanding that it is ok to not always have it all together. . Ain’t nothing worse than a “strong” person who swears that they are “strong” all the time. . They lying. . And the truth ain’t in them. 🤥 . May today be a day of being gentle on ourselves. . Stop. Breathe. Scream. Cuss. Cry. . And then keep it pushing. 😘❤️ . . . #positivevibesonly #nojudgezone #heal #lost #iwillgofirst #healingisvoluntary

Gooooooooood morning y’all!!! 🥳❤️🤗☺️😊❤️🥰☺️❤️😘😚😍🥰😘 And a Happy Easter Sunday to youuuu!!! 🐣🥰❤️😍🤗💃🏽🥳🥰❤️😍😁❤️ . . . Skraight like dat. 🥰 . May today be a day of walking to the beat of our own music. . Might look real silly to those around us. . But that’s only cus they tone deaf. . Duh. 😘❤️ . . . #ohappyday #mentalhealthmatters #hivprevention #perspective #lifequote #loveislife #whoa #takeiteasy #selfcare #forgiven #spiritualenergy #goodhuman #hivaids #godswill #healing #iloveyall #joyjoy #blackjoy #resilience #yourvoicematters #unconditional #kindnessmatters #healingisvoluntary

This was yesterday when I put on some real clothes. 🤗 . Felt cute. 🥰 . Had to crop my underarms out. . Cus they need to be braided. 😩

Gooooooooood morning y’all!!! 🥳🥰😍❤️☺️🤗☺️❤️🥰😍😘🙌🏾❤️ And a Happy Saturday to youuuu!!! 🥰😍😘💃🏽😊❤️🥰😍😚❤️ . . . I dunno. . But sometimes, I think we be chasing the wrong things. 😬 . Liiiiike ... . We could have a bunch of money - 💵 . - but still be miserable. . Them coins don’t make that go away. 😩 . We could be in the best shape of our lives - 💪🏾 . - and still live in discontent. . Disturbed in every other way. 😭 . Or we could even get flewed out to every end of this Earth. 🌍 . And be unhappy every stop along the way. . What a sad trip. ☹️ . I’d rather be poor (according to the standards of society 🙄) . And at peace ... . Than rich and miserable ANY day. . Y’all can have all that. 🧘🏾‍♀️ . May today be a day of doing what you gotta do to get to that peace of mind. . Cus that, in itself, is priceless. 😘❤️ . . . #forgiveyourself #godsmercy #hivawareness #justbeingme #forwardmotion #mentalhealth #reallove #educate #faith #positive #community #loveispowerful #wegotthis #blackbloggers #undetectable #lovingmyself #bedetermined #iamworthy #alwaysbekind #youareloved #lovepeople #healingisvoluntary

y’all can just have my phone. 😩😂

Gooooooood morning y’all!!! 🥳🥰😍❤️🙌🏾😍🥰❤️ And a Happy Friday to youuuu!!! 🤗💃🏽🥰❤️😍☺️😍🥰❤️ . . . According to my calculations, 43% of the stuff I be worried about ... 🧮 . Doesn’t have a thing to do with me. . I’m learning how to mind my business. . Stop trying to figure out everybody else problems. 😳 . Cus Lord knows, I still ain’t figured out how not to lose my debit card every three days. . OR how to keep all of our socks together during the laundry process. 🤦🏾‍♀️ . May today be a day of not inviting more stress into our lives. . You ain’t got enough going on already!?! 😘❤️ . . . #ohappyday #mentalhealthmatters #hivprevention #perspective #lifequote #loveislife #whoa #takeiteasy #selfcare #forgiven #spiritualenergy #goodhuman #hivaids #godswill #healing #iloveyall #joyjoy #blackjoy #resilience #yourvoicematters #unconditional #kindnessmatters #healingisvoluntary

Gooooood morning y’all! 🥳 . Today is National Youth HIV and AIDS Awareness Day. ☺️ . This day is important to me because before my diagnosis I never even knew this day existed. 🤷🏾‍♀️ . Cus ... . wHaT HIv gOT tO dO WiTH mE!?! 😑 . Apparently, it had A LOT to do with me. . Cus I was a youth. . And I got HIV. 😩 . The CDC talks about “... how many young people engage in health-related behaviors that can result in unintended outcomes.” . That’s things like not using condoms and substance abuse. 😬 . If there was one thing I could go back and change, it would be making my partners put on a condom. . EVERY time. 😖 . But I can’t change that. . Can’t cry over spilled milk. 💆🏾‍♀️ . But I CAN take this time to tell y’all this virus is a real thing. . Don’t get caught out here slipping. 🥴 . If you want more information, I have put a link to the CDC’s site in my bio.